Uh but it was a lots that do not write on LJ. Come on, come on, famolo. Mostly because I did how significant a strange dream. At least for me. Talking to mom this morning she also told me what I thought, and if the dream is a sign, I really hope that something positive will come out. It's about time XD
Let the dream.
I was on a trip, I think, with other people who do not remember. I was good, I had fun with my classic dumb jokes, songs and everything, it was daylight and we were not going to know what. Sometimes it happens in real life to give my friend a few things in order to avoid carrying unnecessary weight and items with me XD So I did in the dream. So phone and everything was in the bag of unidentified girl.
If I remember correctly, when we were not going to know what, maybe a castle? I remember that at some point someone said it was time to go home and just when we were leaving I was starting for a while 'stops to look at something. At that moment, all that were with me were gone XD Yes, they had evaporated. I turned around and turned looking for someone to show me the exit, because they found it ... but nada. I tried not to panic. I thought I would find someone sooner or later ... vain. The fact is that then, indeed, I found the exit, but there was none of my supposed fellow travelers. Puff. Disappeared.
was still afternoon, so I said, if you go over ground that we had done the first leg, maybe I could find others. But knowing me, I would not have done because I have a lousy sense of direction. Indeed, the more I was convinced to travel that road just, I was wrong ... the more time passed and more of the roads were going to tighten. Yes, shake. And the closer, more darkness fell. More darkness fell, I found fewer people for assistance.
The fact is that I suddenly found myself in a way BUIA, desolate, sad and without a pious soul ... and of course it started to rain. I was cold, no one was there, I had a cell phone to call someone and I was completely alone. And here I obviously increased anxiety, with anxiety, panic attacks and my heart was beating so hard to scare me. I cried like a desperate, panicked and afraid that someone would go to hurt me.
Then I do not know what came over me. I told myself that it was useless to react like that, I would have to find your way alone, and that if I followed my instinct and walk - yes XD because usually if I happen to lose, I'll leave it to their whistles * * - I would have made. So I self-imposed and not to cry through that long, long, dark street. And then ... a miracle, I managed to do it, it was a new day and there were all those people worried about me, including my sister was very happy to have me found · __ °
may seem like a dream like any other, but ... I do not know, for me there is something more. Perhaps because about a year now I seem to go through this tunnel always darkest days pass, the more I say it's a pointless fight and lost at the start analyzing it ... maybe because I saw something that made me think about my current situation ... the fact is that, by talking to her, Mom told me that maybe this is a kind sign, if grit my teeth and I try really overcome what now has become my greatest fear. And no, it is not to find a boyfriend or not to marry
XD Who knows, maybe someone up there has really accepted my desperate prayer for help and gave me a sign. Or maybe it's nothing. But if at least in the dream I could do it, who knows, maybe I can also clock.
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